White Noise

Hello out there........I had a super hard week and may freaked out some people near and dear to my heart as I sat in my car for a few hours but I think it will all work out fine. I think the pressure that mounts up upon one person's shoulders sometimes would be easier to handle if they had the type of people that surrounded me on Wednesday. The best news out of all of this is that my ideas in my mind have been silent and since Wednesday the thoughts are flyin all over. Just a brief stop here on the blog to tell all of you that read this to prepare because soon I am going to give you some really good thoughts......until then friends here is a poem I wrote after my mental break ..........

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How kind to see you here

after all time thats passed

I know it gets hard

when you feel like your trapped

The pain grows great when you cant find your way

Remember Son

I'm just a gaze into the stars

away

So proud to see the man that

you have become

The kind of Dad I wish I would have been

Oh I am so proud that I gave you life

and you chose to live

Even with all the bad cards you were dealt 

Please know that I have always been here

Flying upon the rays of sun as they kiss your face

I see your smiles

I've tried to catch your tears

I've wrapped my arms around you

even though you cant feel

I hope the fire that burns in your heart

begins to rage

fuel for your heart

and those dreams that you'll chase

Go out and make all of them come true

Remember that you said

It will not rain

because of you

Enjoy those moments

that we were not fortunate to get

And love those kids with all

that you have

And when you have gone

as far as you can

I'll meet you where the sun

kisses trees into gold